Happy Holidays!

I hope everyone will have a magic CHristmas and eat a lot of cookies:)

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Indian food

My big sis is working at an indian restaurant and she brought home some spices…masala…so we had to try them on. SO i’ve been surfing youtube for some recipes and i found this one 

And i’ve made it and it’s pretty cool. I recommend  it:)..i learned how to make the dough from here .

I’ll be checking more of Manjula’s recipe.I’m going to become an indian food addict:)))

http://www.manjulaskitchen.com

Hello!

Been so long since i’ve posted..sorry..i have been so busy or just lazy..i don’t know jet..lol..so what happened…well i got a job, an ok but not very awesome job, guess it pays the bills ..but that’s it..no satisfactions besides the money. hmm , my computer is running slow..sorry if i make any mistakes cause it seems my keyboard isn’t cooperating as i wish…anyhow…The thing is i’ve got a boyfriend now..yeeeeeyy…almost 3 months . And he is so perfect for me..i think i’m in love..i know i’m inlove..we click so good…I’m happy!

Enough with the personal life…i’ve been watching new anime…

Deadman Wonderland is a very sadistic and mind playing anime..it’s about  a boy that get’s framed for the murders off his classmates in a very brutal way  just to be used as a fighting dog because of his new cool power…the abilithy to control his blood and make a weapon off it…the fights are real bloody and the story is interesting and about some kind of alien or something created by humans . I think there should be a second season cause a lot if things remain blurry.

Second anime is AO No exorcist..it’s still going but i love waiting for episodes every week…i find it interesting…it’s about 2 boys that are Satan’s sons and they have demonic powers and try to fight the demons with it..a lot of demon action and RIn is a cool dude that i begun to like cause he is different and a very good hearted guy. Can’t wait to see more…Gotta leave in a rush cause i want to watch a movie, than go to sleep..have to work tomorrow:(.

p.s i will keep u posted about The second season off walking dead…can’t wait for 16 of October.

Confessions

Last night i had to stay up for Dead Daves  radio show with guest Norman Reedus , it was at 8 est , that means 3 am Romania, so i had to kill time somehow. Awesome show Btw, Reedus is the man. It was so great. I love the way he interacts with his fans and how genuiune he is, not a snob. Like he said he is a sweetheart . Wished i could call and talk to him, oh, maybe next time (: .

Here is the link for last night show:)

Street Cats Rock and Norman Reedus 05/15 by DeadDaves Radio | Blog Talk Radio.

Made me feel so happy listening to this. Thanks Dead Dave, will be following your show for now on.Ow and much love for Dixon’s Vixen, the new group i’m in since Sunday. Awesome group made for the Dixon Brothers, our favorite characters form The Walking Dead. Can’t wait for season 2 (: . U can find them here http://www.dixonsvixens.com/.  So if u are a Dixon lover join us:D.

And here we are with the purpose of this post, the movie i watched between 1 and 3 am to kill time, cause i was so nervous about the radio show…Just need to show some Reedus love right now so i’m going to post a picture.

 SO carrying on …the movie is called Confessions, it’s a horror japanese  movie i downloaded for Friday 13 but didn’t watch it cause i wanted to see Resident Evil :Afterlife more.

It’s such a mind blowing movie about murderous teenagers that can’t be taken liable for their crimes because they are not 14. So a mother  exacts her vengeance against the 2 boys that killed her daughter, only 6 years old.U get patricide and blood splatter. What is it with Japaneses ppl and killer and sadistic children? Don’t know but it’s awesome , cause makes u realize how easily you can loose your life and that u should try to CArpe Diem .And be careful how u raise your child cause u never know what kind of maniac  he can become.This is not a movie for the faint of heart.It is a movie for japanese loving ppl that can see a horror movie with lots off blood ,like me. Guess i like movies out of the ordinary that have a story and make u remember it. I think a movie is great if i can remember it , it’s name and stuff after some while. What point to make a movie everyone will forget after 1 month? This is one of those movies that can make u think about life and what you should do about it. Here is the Imdb page for the movie, was released in 2010 so it’s a recent movie, http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1590089/.

I am totally listening to the radio show again:D, was to nervous last night to understand every word. And a lot off love for Dixon’s Vixen, The Boondock Betties,and the one and only Norman Reedus.

kara no kyoukai- Garden of sinners

The anime i saw this week, kara no kyoukai, it’s the most bloody anime i have seen, ever. And i have watched a lot off bloody anime. It’s about a girl, Shiki, that has an preference for murder and the ability to see the lines that keeps any living been alive, so she is destined to cut them.And about the boy that loves her , Mikiya Kokutō.

U find a little bit of magic through Mikiya’s boss Tōko Aozaki whom is a powerfull sorcerer and helps them in the magical cases.

really nice fights  and u find even some zombie puppets , and of course love. I give a 9 tot this anime.(no kissing:)))

So if ur a fan off bloody fights and interesting mind blowing facts, see this anime.

some links where u can find all the episodes online:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WDcxuiFLA64&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WDcxuiFLA64&feature=related

http://animeseed.com/index.php/site-content/anime-pages/kara-no-kyoukai-garden-of-sinners/?p=747

Enjoy!

Presonal Legend

I have read the Alchemist by Paulo Coelho, again, today. I read it in like 3 hours. ANd aferwards i tried thinking about my personal legend. For those few (i hope) that didn’t read this awesome book your personal legend is about the thing you want to do most in life. The thing you dream off and if u dare go after it. I hadn’t read “The secret book” or seen the film, but i guess it the same principle from what i heard. Believe in yourself, believe in the Universe to work with you to achieve your dreams.And the most important thing is not to give up,ever. Never stop dreaming . All the beings in this world are linked and written by the same hand, therefore if u wish for something so bad that u are able to actually go for it the soul of the world will help u achieve it.I like the concept and i had read enough in my young years to know you have to want something to get it. It’s like that line in Sucker Punch: “If you don’t stand for something you will fall for everything”. I think it;s very inspiring, you have to be able to see what you want so you can actually get it. “Visualize, believe” like good Connor MacManus says in BDS:All Saint’s Day. I have encountered this way of thinking in a lot off successful ppl so they have to know what they are saying. But i think the most important and difficult thing is to know what you want. I have been thinking all day what my personal legend is. What should i pursue? And the thing is i just can’t see it. In the book they say u realize what your biggest dream is when you are young because u are more open to listen to your hearts voice. But mine has been silenced.
When i was a young girl i just wanted to work with books because i loved them so much, the stories that helped my bittersweet childhood pass easier were so dear to my heart. But know that i am 23 , finished college, economics, bleah…Now i’m at that point when i have to find a job , provide for myself, start living my dreams. But i can’t. I can’t find a job that i would enjoy working. I can’t see anything. No opportunities. Have i gotten so lazy that i am not willing to work anymore? Have i gotten so sad about life that i lost my will to live it? The best advice i ever got is not to dwell in the past. Live for the present, not the future. If u plan your hole life u won’t be able to live it until u get all your plans done and that could take years. So live for now. Easier said than done. Now, what am i doing now. I’m sitting in my bed, a little sad, with my notebook on my lap tipping and hoping to find my meaning in life.The most enjoyable moment in my day today was the little coffee(it was actually little) i drank this morning after wakening up for nothing. I had something like an interview but couldn’t find the location so gave up. I’m used to giving up lately.I wanted to go to gym afterwards so went to have a cofee until i had my gym appointment. I went to a near by coffee place i always fancied (i’m so british, well i’m european after all). It;s kind of an artist place with posters on walls and rock fm on the radio. My kind off place until i started losing my personality and started doing what normal ppl do. i was alone so i did what i always do, wrote something in my little notebook i carry in my bag. i felt at peace. I miss this kind off places so much.I miss my old rock friends. There were a bunch of teenagers there , it was 10 am and they were drinking beer. Reminded me off the old days when i used to skip school and go to a coffee shop, but i drank hot chocolate. I was always to nice. I so miss those times, i have to remember to dream again. What should i dream about. Yes i want to be a writer but i don;t have enough trust in myself. I never finish anything i start. SHould post some off my ideas to know what ppl think about them. I just want to find myself again. Where did i go, when did i lost myself? Somewhere in college i guess. To busy to get my hearth torn a part and work a lot i forgot what my goals were.I have to find them again. I want them back. I want to be happy again. I want to be able to smile more than an ironic smile or some fake laugh from some stupid movie( they don’t make comedies like they used to, i don;t think gross stuff is funny and here i mention Due Date, didn’t like it a lot,was expecting more)Hmm i guess i can write a whole novel about my personal legend. Hope i will nail it and write about how i got to live it. Hope i will. This is my weeks assignment for myself.Decide what you want and then get it. It’s that easy but i’m afraid that something easy is also something bad. We are so used to get everything the hard way we forget there is an easy way.Like waiting for the job you want/like. I am such a child to think i should like where i work . I don’t want my first real job to be something i hate. i just hope for the best. Positive thinking. We are what we think we are and we are the only ones that stand between us and Happiness.Believe that u can be a better person, believe in love. Love is so important we don’t even realize how much we miss it until we have it. To love your job, your mom, your dad, your shirt,your cat, your friend, your phone, your cousin. Just love. Why is something so simple being turned in something to hard to get? Because we think it’s not good if it’s not worth fighting for it.But why should we fight for something we are entitled to have. God destined us to love, we can think so we can feelings therefore we must love. Human nature is destructive but also creative. Simplicity was lost when money were invented. Have more, be more not love more. It’s sad that we have forgotten our essence of being.The human is an animal that needs to socialize to be happy, wrong, all we need is love. Really! If u love yourself more u won;t let any bastard be mean to you and be unhappy. I think all feelings come from love or rather the lack off love. i want to be a better person and i want to be me again. The sweet girl that thought she can save the world.I just have to save myself now, cause i lost myself and i need to find me again. SO i can remember what my legend is and were to find it and what decisions to take to get there. Wish me luck!

Freya North: Pillow talk

Last night i have finished reading Pillow Talk by Freya North.It’s a nice book, romance, it’s relaxing to read. The story is line is simple, not a lot off thinking to do, but i liked it. Made me captivated . It has some nice love scenes and it’s about absolute love, the kind that doesn’t exist, but still makes u think it exists:). The kind of love that is eternal and full. MAde me remember me when i was younger and believed in this kind of things. But i guess life teaches you about the impossibility of this kind of love nowadays.We are to preoccupied to gain money to have time to actually love. It’s sad because love should make the things going, not money.
And something about myself now.I had such a nice day yesterday, walking around in the botanical garden in Cluj.Very nice place. I’ve posted some pics on my facebook profile.The downfall is that i’ve caught a cold. I have a fever and i have no energy:(. It sucks:(. Haven’t had a cold for quite some time.I guess i’ll spend my day in bed with chamomile tea.Hope u have a nice beautiful spring day.

Such a nice walk in the park:)

Today was such a sunny day. I loved it:)Got to do some errands and then went for a walk in the park with the book i plan reading this week. It;s nice, called ” Pillow Talk” by Freya North. I have to say it’s captivating, made me interested with page one. This is definitely a book to put in your to read list. I love the descriptions and the tale already makes me want to read all off it in one night. A thing i can’t do because tomorrow i have an early day, cooking for Easter and stuff. Will post pictures if my food turns out fabulous like my eggs did. I love cooking:D.
Anyways the park was so bright and green, actually made some pics with my phone, but damn phone doesn’t work to send them to my laptop through bluetooth.The leaves of the trees are so young, they are just a few days old. i was waiting for this moment since the first off march. To be able to walk trough beautiful trees. The smell of the newborn flowers is dream like . Even the birds were singing, i think i heard a woodpecker:). I’ve spent about 3 or 4 hours in the park, reading and listening to birds. I found an awesome bench were to sit an enjoy it all. I think i’m going to make this a regular thing and the place i stayed today my regular spot. I felt at peace, which is so rare for me cause due to my zodiac sign(aries) i am a little bit restless. yep, April is my month, i don’t know if it’s because Spring comes in April or that i was born in April. I just love this month. I always try to enjoy it a lot. Hope i get to go in a forest this Easter week-end with my family. Already making plans:) I am going to make this Easter as pleasant it can be. Can’t wait to taste my home made chocolate. Oh yeah! It’s a little bit to soft but it’s ok as long as it’s chocolate. To bad i can’t post the pictures. Maybe another time. Can’t tell what the problem is.
Ow, i almost forgot. I have witnessed a real cool thing while i was walking through the city today. SInce is the Big Friday, that’s how we call it. This is tHE BIG WEEK cause off all the Easter and Jesus’s comeback from the dead. It seems they are having a reenactment procession of the crucifixion of Christ every year here in Cluj. This is the first time i saw it. I read an article that this is the 6′th edition.It was shocking and necessary i think. It’s good to show the people and remind them about the torments that He went through in this time frame 2000 years ago. Make us forget about the cakes , eggs, food. ANd just remember why are we having this holiday. Forget the Easter bunny and remember to be good with each other and to love each other like we should and how He intended.God, i sound like a christian freak, i’m not. I’m just religious sometimes. Especially around holidays;)) and after i read anything written by Paulo Coelho.:) So please indulge my babbling.
HAPPY EASTER!

“While the wicked stand confounded, call me with the Saints surrounded “

Today is going to be a me day:)

My sis is going to work and i have all day to myself today, no Easter preparation no nothing. Guess i’m going to take a walk in the city. I feel like i’m not living here anymore cause i spend to much time at home. I should get out more, i just need a partner in crime:)) I just finished Normanizing my phone, put a lot off pics on my phone so i can use them as background.
Just watched the short film “Meet me in Berlin” with him, thanks for the link lovely luveskane:) ( ow, here is the link for the other Norman fans around:) http://www.thirteen.org/reelny/films/meet-me-in-berlin/57/ ) Awesome short movie ever. I miss having this kind of intimacy with someone, just to be able to talk on the phone for hours and be honest and stuff. Hope i can find a person, other than my bff, that can help me with that.Yesterday i dyed mi eggs. They look like this:)

Can’t wait for easter madness. I even bought me new shoes to go with my dresses so i look nice an shinny:)) Just like i was doing when i was a little girl. My parents used to by me new clothes for Church every Easter:) And my birthday was always near Easter so a happy time:) Got lots off nice memories.
I found this pic on my computer , i made it last winter from a jib jab video;)) so funny:)

Hope u all have a nice sunny day:)

Sucker Punch

This is the picture made by pittbullsrock on livejournal in the second, my b day, wich i absolutely adore:)
In the second of April, the day when 23 years ago the most awesome thing happened, i was born, i went to the theater with my bff Eli and we saw Sucker punch. Yey for Sucker Punch. Awesome movie. SO not in the ordinary. I couldn’t wait to see it since i first caught a glimpse of the trailer. I a ma girl that loves to see chicks fight with a katana. Well all those years of Japanese anime paid off i guess. The movie is so interesting made and so mind blowing. The journey of Baby Doll was so nicely put, transforming that hospital in a cabaret and showing all of those fights to get the special items. I have to say hooray for the special effects team. They did a really good job. I gotta say that it is a must see movie. But i have to warn u, it’s such a different movie and so shocking in a lot off ways that at first u won’t understand what happens. I don’t know how the critics will take it, but i love it. And the soundtrack is so good, i just need to get it, all the songs were so fit to create the illusion and give it a link to reality. Really nicely made this movie . So go see it:D
I guess it will be a movie i will see a lot in the next years.I tend to watch a movie i like numerous times.

P.S. I can’t believe Vanessa Hudgens can almost act. But the girl that played Baby Doll( Emily Browning, also played in Lemony Snicket’s A series off unfortunate events, also a great movie) is awesome, I am looking forward for her future projects.