Apparently i’m in Germany, looking for work.And i’m so stressed out.  I sleep very badly. I have weird dreams or i don’t sleep at all. Yesterday i had a work  probation thingy at a restaurant and my german is not that good. I am learning it now, for 2 weeks actually. I was so nervous i couldn’t sleep all night. And on the road there i started crying , i was that nervous. This never happened to me before. I’m not scared of working. It was maybe the new place and stuff. But still i am baffled to be so scared of things…anyway they didn’t take me, they hold me for 1 minute cause i have no documents for work jet. I mean to get a work permit you have to have a job:)) funny right. In order to be alowed to work you have to work already. It’s like inception. So i have to wait for some employer to want me that bad so they make papers for me. And german ppl are very thorough and legal, unlike romanians. it’s pretty hard. I hope next year the work will be admitted because of the UE requirements. Maybe than i will go to England. My boyfriend is working thank God, but still. I want to make money. But i have to know German. My basic German is from watching RTL 2 when i was a kid because they aired Sailor Moon over and over again. I watched all the series like 5 times:).i’m starting to remember but it is still very hard.I need to cheer up and stop being so stressed out.

My birthday

Today is my 25’th birthday..I am in Uhingen, Germany. Yeah, we waited to long for England so now we are here. We are living (me and my bf) with my bf’s cousin and his girlfriend. It is annoyingly cold and we start looking for jobs tomorrow. Hope we find something fast.Best of wishes for me…….going to play counter strike and drink beer…cheers for you Jenna Marbles .. it’s a marbelous night:)